Virtualpurple
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- Sep 20, 2008
You’re a very inspiring person Miz
Good luck!Got an interview today. Think positive thoughts for me. It will be a big decision. I’ve enjoyed my time with my son, but it might be time to go back to work. This also might be the perfect opportunity. The universe works in interesting ways.
I could never master that@Trodden got a harmonica holder today
Thanks. It’s a process. I still smoke some so I’m not 100 % sober, but I haven’t drank in a long time and I’m planning to never drink again. I just can’t handle it. I have no problem with people drinking. For most people it’s great. I just can’t handle it. All the data points to my best option to be to just abstain from it. It feels so much better not being hung over and not having to worry about do I have enough for the day. I’m so glad my wife (my hero) stuck with me and I’m so much better of a husband when I don’t drink.Glad to see sobriety is going well, @Miz. You deserve the best!
I could really use some magic mushrooms myself. I need to hit a reset button.Thanks. It’s a process. I still smoke some so I’m not 100 % sober, but I haven’t drank in a long time and I’m planning to never drink again. I just can’t handle it. I have no problem with people drinking. For most people it’s great. I just can’t handle it. All the data points to my best option to be to just abstain from it. It feels so much better not being hung over and not having to worry about do I have enough for the day. I’m so glad my wife (my hero) stuck with me and I’m so much better of a husband when I don’t drink.
Eckhart Tolle says we are not our mind. When you say my mind who is the my? My minds name is Brian. Brian is a bit of a drama queen. He likes to feel all sorts of feelings including anger and jealousy. My essence likes love because it is a superior emotion, or the greatest emotion. I have to be gentle with Brian and redirect him when he gets a bit silly. Bridging the gap between me and Brian helps take some of Brian’s power away. I don’t blame Brian. He’s trying his best. It’s just time for him to grow up and work with us and not create a bunch of drama.
That lion’s mane mushroom I’ve been taking has been a game changer. Brian is also looking some magic mushrooms to take for medicinal purposes.
We are all just sick people trying to make it through life. I’m now trying to get a little better each day. Treat yourself like someone who deserves good things b/c you do.
Well I’m on the search for them. I got a buddy looking for me. I don’t think I want to go crazy, but maybe just eat a small dose. Then again if I’m going to do it I might as well really do it. I watched a guy who is a mushroom expert on Rogan who got me on the Lion’s mane. I think it’s really helping. Guess it can’t hurt. It’s a dementia preventative and I need that cause that runs in my family.I could really use some magic mushrooms myself. I need to hit a reset button.
I’m so lucky that I don’t have the urge to drink now. I get sick when I see alcohol commercials. I know this time would be no different. If I drank I’d be right back to drinking all the time. I can’t have three drinks. I want 12. So glad I’m sober. Hell it’s worth it to just not be hungover.Still sober. The urge to drink is strong some days. Like really strong.