ever since my daughter was born I stopped working out. It’s been 8 months. I built a really nice gym downstairs that has everything I need expect a leg press. But I’ve put on about 25lbs after losing over 100. I make every excuse in my head not to do it. I’m always saying tomorrow, I’ll do it tomorrow. I’m starting to hate myself and get depressed over it. Being 100 honest I found myself crying yesterday because all the work I did, changing my body, diet and everything is pretty much gone. I don’t know what to do, and how to break downward spiral I have found myself in. It’s not like I don’t have the time. I’m up usually at night and would be going to get in 30 min to an hour at 2am for a 3 days a week be good for a few weeks then up the days. I keep thinking we’ll i was in the gym 5 or 6 days a week and 3 days isn’t anything so why do it. Any advise on how to overcome this.